sometimes I can be a real jerk. but I usually put it off until I really need to be one. then I'm not so sure I should have been. Then I wind up backing down because of my need for harmony. it all just relates to my constant inner conflict. but sometimes enough is enough. I can at least expect an apology this time... because, wait, of course, television, and countless other things are much more exciting... what was I thinking?

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