above is something random I just made to relax myself before bed. I think if I let things settle first, i'll sleep better.

I had the urge to yell or cry to get something out last night. not sure why, or whats bothering me exactly. these things have a way of slowly unveiling themselves eventually sometimes.

I did feel a lot better this morning though, so who knows. maybe i just had bad cream cheese.

max is the sweetest creature alive, to me anyway. he loves me with all his little birdy heart!! :D