Tuesday, Oct. 19, 2004 : after our shared birthday
grampa is in the hospital again, this time emergency surgery of some sort. of course my mom had to instantly get all dramatic and say things like "hes on his deathbed". which pisses me off a lot cause shes always got to make everything into some sort of crisis that she can be the great heroic survivor of. whatever. he made it through the surgery and thats a good sign. I am getting kinda worried though as his health is not so good these days, and his happy birthday message on my machine message gave me this odd feeling like he is even scared he is on his way out. hes the coolest and I hate to see him get so sick like this.