I feel weird. Drained, unmotivated, tired all the time.... etc. time to get back on medication. I'm getting noplace. I dont ever take any risks, never get anywhere. i'm one of those people. tired of being this person. i dont want my life to always be this same cycle of working a job i hate all week, spending my money on living, working living working living work to live live to work i need a job i like and thats everyones problem so why do i feel so very different?
i hate who i am. i only have myself to blame for any of this.

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