Tuesday, Apr. 04, 2006 : dammit!
my mood just did a complete 180. and all I had to do was think about an old friend that went after what he wanted and got it and is happy. I love it... it gives me some aspiration. I realization that I can be where I want to be. and I know its not here forever. and finally i am going to take a fucking shower and get stuff done and stop sitting here moping. each day is one day closer.